Okay gang, so tomorrow is a big day for me. After trying and failing a few years ago, I'm going to give quitting smoking cigarettes another go.
I have been a smoker for around 11 years, and picked it up real heavy (a pack + a day) when I got sober 6 years ago. I'm 26, my teeth are yellow, I always stink like an ashtray, I'm in abominable shape, and generally just tired of feeling so awful about myself. I underestimated it last time I tried; I figured, "I quit drinking + other things, I have tons of willpower, I'll be fine!" 26 hours later I was a nervous wreck, picking fights with loved ones, screaming in traffic, and eventually caved and smoked. :bigeyes:
Really not looking forward to the physical act of quitting, as my memories of it from last time are pretty terrible, but I'm anxious to be free of cigarettes; to start getting my physical health back on track, to stop having such a strong mental crutch, and to have some finances freed up to spend on other habits (A-HEM....) I have the gum (not a fan of the patch), candies, sunflower seeds, water bottles, and have scheduled as much of my day as I can tomorrow. I have a support system in place of people I can call if things get really ugly. I have random motivational reminders set in my phone. A good buddy of mine who quit years ago also told me if I feel like I'm really going to cave, buy a can of snus and pinch one to take the edge off...
All in all, I guess what I am trying to do here is remind myself (via you guys and this board) how much I want to do this, and how it's a good thing for me. Hoping to stay willing, committed, and most of all, sane, for the next week. Thanks for listening, here goes nothing...
I have been a smoker for around 11 years, and picked it up real heavy (a pack + a day) when I got sober 6 years ago. I'm 26, my teeth are yellow, I always stink like an ashtray, I'm in abominable shape, and generally just tired of feeling so awful about myself. I underestimated it last time I tried; I figured, "I quit drinking + other things, I have tons of willpower, I'll be fine!" 26 hours later I was a nervous wreck, picking fights with loved ones, screaming in traffic, and eventually caved and smoked. :bigeyes:
Really not looking forward to the physical act of quitting, as my memories of it from last time are pretty terrible, but I'm anxious to be free of cigarettes; to start getting my physical health back on track, to stop having such a strong mental crutch, and to have some finances freed up to spend on other habits (A-HEM....) I have the gum (not a fan of the patch), candies, sunflower seeds, water bottles, and have scheduled as much of my day as I can tomorrow. I have a support system in place of people I can call if things get really ugly. I have random motivational reminders set in my phone. A good buddy of mine who quit years ago also told me if I feel like I'm really going to cave, buy a can of snus and pinch one to take the edge off...
All in all, I guess what I am trying to do here is remind myself (via you guys and this board) how much I want to do this, and how it's a good thing for me. Hoping to stay willing, committed, and most of all, sane, for the next week. Thanks for listening, here goes nothing...