Nine months, . . . what else can I say that I haven't said. . Babe's not here.
Babe was the piece that was missing in my already made family. The last time my adult kids utter the word Father was in 2003, and Delia, my little one never said that word to any man. When Babe came into my kids world, my girls were welcoming but my boys were cautious. I was a little nervous. I was bringing a man into our world. I let my guard down. Babe started to go with me to volleyball, basketball, football games, choir programs, elementary programs, even first day of school. This was when my boys knew he was sticking around and not trying to hurt mommy. Babe truly won my kids hearts. I don't think Babe knew how much of a huge impact he had on my kids. When people ask my kids about their Father, they bring up Babes name.
Baby, I hope you knew that Nadia, Lydia, Uriel, Isaias, Delia, they only know one Dad and its you.
This time last year we were prepping for Delia's XV. She will turn 16 this Saturday. She told me she wished he was here.
Everyday I debate if I should go to work or not. Babe and I met at work. Today, I cried at work; pretty much all morning. I played Post Malone so I can lift myself. Had to go outside, took a smoke break. I guess a few co-workers felt my sadness, a few guys stood around and shared some funny stories about Babe. People still ask about Babe. It's hard to say he's no longer here. I feel some comfort knowing that Babe's with his parents. I hope he met my Dad and Brother.
I took a pic of Babe walking when we were at the Bahamas in 2017. I sure hope that's how heaven looks like.
- Maria G
Babe was the piece that was missing in my already made family. The last time my adult kids utter the word Father was in 2003, and Delia, my little one never said that word to any man. When Babe came into my kids world, my girls were welcoming but my boys were cautious. I was a little nervous. I was bringing a man into our world. I let my guard down. Babe started to go with me to volleyball, basketball, football games, choir programs, elementary programs, even first day of school. This was when my boys knew he was sticking around and not trying to hurt mommy. Babe truly won my kids hearts. I don't think Babe knew how much of a huge impact he had on my kids. When people ask my kids about their Father, they bring up Babes name.
Baby, I hope you knew that Nadia, Lydia, Uriel, Isaias, Delia, they only know one Dad and its you.
This time last year we were prepping for Delia's XV. She will turn 16 this Saturday. She told me she wished he was here.
Everyday I debate if I should go to work or not. Babe and I met at work. Today, I cried at work; pretty much all morning. I played Post Malone so I can lift myself. Had to go outside, took a smoke break. I guess a few co-workers felt my sadness, a few guys stood around and shared some funny stories about Babe. People still ask about Babe. It's hard to say he's no longer here. I feel some comfort knowing that Babe's with his parents. I hope he met my Dad and Brother.
I took a pic of Babe walking when we were at the Bahamas in 2017. I sure hope that's how heaven looks like.
- Maria G
