I can sympathize, I lost my younger brother, it will be 2 years 02/26/07. I was at my sisters when she got a call, turned out from my folks, to tell her that Jerry had died. When she grabbed my arm and said he died, I thought she had meant my dad died. When she got off the phone and told me Jerry had died I was shocked! We hadn't talked for over 10 years, but at least the last time I did see him I told him I loved him!
Felt strange to lose the youngest and now I am the youngest in the family when I had always been the middle child...
Sorry, dont' know where all that came from...
I was meaning to just say. Appreciate those you have with you today, as you may not have them with you tomorrow.