I did the same thing. Had a monster 8 pointer stop broadside behind a brush top at 20 yards. I decided to wait for a better shot that never came! Made me sick. I took a few years off to help my wife with my baby girl. I've missed being in the woods!Know exactly what you're saying! Two years ago I had what should of been a ten point do exactly that. My luck had it he lost an antler in a a fight. I let him walk to never see him again :'(You said it Brother! There is no feeling like it! I love when they walk directly under you and you let the air out of them with the arrow blowing right through them! Sorry I got a little excited!Bow hunter here. Love the thrill and rush you get with a buck 15 yards away. Been shooting Hoyt for 6 years now.I've been shooting Mathews for about 7 years.