Thanks guys and (gals?)for the kind words. My family and I thanks you for the well wishes. I'm at peace with my choice and I just hope this guy dosen't try it again to anyone else. Now I just need to figure out a way to tell my parents without giving my Mother a heart attack.
I know exactly how you feel about telling your parents.. if you want to talk then Pm me and I will be more than happy to share my experience with you... the guy that put a gun in my mouth is in jail, actually had to go to court monday for this...
turns out he killed somebody 3 days later for the exact same thing that I did... not give him what he wanted... No matter what, you did the right thing because you are here to talk about it...
as Far as carrying, good thing i was not at the time, because little did i know there was somebody at my other window, if i would have pulled it i would have caught one in the back of the head...
but seriously, glad you are alright, if you need anything do not hesitate to let me know, I have been there..