Alan I pray for your mother and I wish her nothing but the best. I know the pain and fear you hold in your heart but know you are not to blame.
I will hold you, your family and most of all your mother in my heart and prayers. If you ever need to just chat or vent or just plain need someone to yell at feel free to PM me or just let us all have it we stand in your corner for your mother United as the brotherhood we are.
JM