So sorry for your loss, Eric.
I find myself thinking about what I'll do when I reach this point with my father, and I can never really wrap my head around it.
You're in my thoughts.
The loss of a Parent is incalculable and for those of us who are old enough and have seen our Parents pass it's a different loss because we have memories that are poignant and we feel that the world should stop when they do pass away...it was the weirdest feeling when my Dad passed away...he was my hero and when I looked around that day the world was still spinning and people were doing what they always do....I somehow felt that the world should stop and pay their respects to a man I felt deserved it....in my own way I extend my thoughts to you and your family and hope you know that the world should have stopped for you and your family to pay respects to him.