No worries I am an open book BroDAYUM!!
If it's not to personal, can I ask if you have no family?
I am single live by myself with my dog, I do have a great family of brothers and sisters and nephews, nieces. Mom and Dad which were the best are both long gone and boy do I miss them!
I spent Christmas eave with Justin my nephew smoking good cigars we just don't exchange gifts and we live quite a ways to most. I also work more during the holiday so the people with wives and kids can spend time with them, I am cool with it and been doing so long it's normal. LOL
No regrets sometimes Christmas day it get a bit lonely but by then I am pretty tired so I sleep through most of it.
Thanks for asking brother!
PS
On a more personal note I believe in the holiday as a celebration of the birth of my Lord and I can tell him so any day I choose and do so as much as I can, Not a real religious man but in my own way I believe this!