I for one, would hate to see you go as well as any one of us. seeing discouragement or, loss of interest is hard for me.
For me, discouragement is something I'll leave with those recipients of my inquiries of knowledge of processing tobacco that seem to want to impress discouragement on me. I get why industry trade secrets are not given to us by them. Potential loss of revenue.
One thing I really took to heart was something Jorge said to me when I asked him about his Nicaraguan seco and viso differences in pounds the first time I had bought from him. He said that they were mixed together and sorting and grading them was my job. I took that to mean as the seller of the leaf his job was done and mine has just begun. I was eager to learn what it meant to find the knowledge myself.
The last thing he said to me before hanging up the phone really meant a lot to me. he said welcome to cigar making.
The amount of investment for me seems endless. Away from the money part of it.
We have all heard of seed to smoke. Well, for us as home rollers there's a part in the middle of all that where it seems some are not willing to do. It's that part that lays between the bale of tobacco and the rolling table.
That is, be willing to gain the knowledge that only comes first hand. I would not know how exactly one could teach that.
There's a reason why the cigar manufacturers have "stemmeries" and rolling parlors close to each other.
My guess is that the final preparations are left to do as it goes into the cigar. Reason being, once the final preparations are done, it won't store well.
Is any of this making any sense to anyone yet?