Shmear
Megan the Great
In class, the teacher was talking about Martin Heidegger (German) and talking about his beliefs; We are thrown out to this world, we don't choose to come to this world. That we start life on earth in a very traumatic way; we're born, we get hit on the a$$, there's bright lights, etc., from being in a warm, comfterable place.
Now, one of the things he used to say was: We must accept the way things are.
Then our teacher asked us: If you where to die, how would you die? Considering your year round routine.
(You guy's can comment or also answer the question)
I said...
Well, I think mine can go multiple ways.
1st, Considering that I do travel by airplane every summer and sometimes winter, the airplane could be hijacked and I can die right there if there's something not done the right way.
2nd, Now that I drive, the possibility now exists that I can die in a car crash.
3rd, Some type of cancer, don't ask why, but I just get that idea in my head sometimes for some reason.
4th, A heart attack... I've had insomnia for about more than 6 months and stress. I go to the acupuncture every three weeks because after that, I get insomnia again.
5th, perhaps from something in my brain... today for the first time I said to my class room that I get pinches in my head and I've never told my mom because I didn't think it was anything until my teacher asked me "How long have you had them?" and well, I realized that's it's been more than 5 years.
Not trying to get anyone scared, it just, amazed me of how many people actually think about it, well, at least in my class room we did.
There was a girl in class that said that she hates leaving her house after yelling at her mom horrible things because sometimes she thinks that either she can die or her mom can die that day, having that last image of your daughter yelling at you or yelling at your mom horrible things.
It just really spins the wheal. It is horrible. My last image of someone that I haven't seen since was sadness in their face and me being pissed off that I couldn't accept that error's like that (I won't specific what) could happen to anyone. I wish that I can soon change that image and if I can't, then I'll have to accept it and let it be.
Now, one of the things he used to say was: We must accept the way things are.
Then our teacher asked us: If you where to die, how would you die? Considering your year round routine.
(You guy's can comment or also answer the question)
I said...
Well, I think mine can go multiple ways.
1st, Considering that I do travel by airplane every summer and sometimes winter, the airplane could be hijacked and I can die right there if there's something not done the right way.
2nd, Now that I drive, the possibility now exists that I can die in a car crash.
3rd, Some type of cancer, don't ask why, but I just get that idea in my head sometimes for some reason.
4th, A heart attack... I've had insomnia for about more than 6 months and stress. I go to the acupuncture every three weeks because after that, I get insomnia again.
5th, perhaps from something in my brain... today for the first time I said to my class room that I get pinches in my head and I've never told my mom because I didn't think it was anything until my teacher asked me "How long have you had them?" and well, I realized that's it's been more than 5 years.
Not trying to get anyone scared, it just, amazed me of how many people actually think about it, well, at least in my class room we did.
There was a girl in class that said that she hates leaving her house after yelling at her mom horrible things because sometimes she thinks that either she can die or her mom can die that day, having that last image of your daughter yelling at you or yelling at your mom horrible things.
It just really spins the wheal. It is horrible. My last image of someone that I haven't seen since was sadness in their face and me being pissed off that I couldn't accept that error's like that (I won't specific what) could happen to anyone. I wish that I can soon change that image and if I can't, then I'll have to accept it and let it be.
